♥ 没那么简单

没那麽简单  就能找到 聊得来の伴 

尤其是在 看过了那麽多の背叛 

总是不安 只好强悍

谁谋杀了我の浪漫~

没那麽简单  就能去爱 别の全不看

变得实际  也许好也许坏各一半

不爱孤单 一久也习惯

不用担心谁 也不用被谁管 

感觉快乐 就忙东忙西 

感觉累了就放空自己

别人说の话  随便听一听 自己作决定

不想拥有太多情绪 

一杯红酒配电影

在周末晚上 关上了手机 舒服窝在沙发里

相爱 没有那麽 容易  每个人有他の脾气

过了爱作梦的年纪 轰轰烈烈 不如平静

幸福没有那麽容易 才会特别让人 著迷

什麽都不懂の年纪

曾经最掏心 所以最开心曾经

想念最伤心  但却最动心の记忆       






- 就像我此时の心境-

想家

突然
有很想回家的强烈感觉

可能是不舒服的关系吧
让我怀念起家

今天"她" 来了
每次"她" 来的第一天都让我这么痛苦~
唉~
加上答应陪朋友逛街逛了大半天
体力都已经透支了~

等巴士又等了一个小时半
让我情绪更加起伏不定
所以忍不住掉了几滴眼泪
><

好想立刻回家的冲动
涌上心头

人啊~
总是在生病时显得特别脆弱。。
即使平时再怎么伪装坚强
也会卸下防备

在这里简直是
度日如年啊~
三年真的很长哦~
我可否能撑得过去？

觉得读着的这些科目
好像没什么用处
更不是我有兴趣的

有时真想放弃读书
回去工作
唉~
要不是因为没大学文凭=没前途
我才不会呆在这。。

只要可以天天回家
做什么也行。。

KISS THE RAIN ♪

生命中
不断有人离开或进入
于是
看见的， 看不见了
记住的， 遗忘了


生命中
不断地有 得到 和 失落
于是
看不见的， 看见 了
遗忘 的，记住 了


然而
看不见的
是不是就 等于 不存在
记住的
是不是永远不会消失。。

❤ you, daddy!

今天收到了你的信息
真的好高兴。。

原来你还是关心我的。

自从那次与你大吵一架后，
我们的关系越来越疏远了。。

我真的不知该怎么弥补
该怎么让你明白
我真的很关心你
很在乎你
只因为你是我的爸爸。。

为什么你总是那么顽固
总以为自己是对的
都一大把年纪了
还以为自己是二十几岁的年轻人

为什么你总是不会想
不懂得为家里付出多一些
这些都是你身为父亲的责任啊

到了这个结局
是你想要的吗？
是我们想要的吗？
你难道没有一点点舍不得吗？
 

我不信
我看得出来你还是很爱我们，很爱妈妈的
只是方式错了

现在
一切都结束了
我们已没有办法回到过去了

Daddy, please take good care of yourself.
We will always ❤ you.
Please do not doubt our love. We really mean it.
Although you had hurt us, but no matter how, you are always our dear daddy.
Please do not say that we wouldn't take care of you,
Please do not say that we wouldn't bother you.
All these are just your suspicions.
Can you just believe us for once?
Don't you feel tired if you keep suspecting on others?
Do believe us, daddy.
Do take care of yourself as we can't always be beside you anymore.
Especially your hand.
I feel so pain when i heard that you broke your hand.
Can you really feel how i feel before you make your own judgement?
You don't even know your children well.. How sad it is.
The day before i leave, i thought you might bring me out for dinner or maybe breakfast.
But you didn't.
You know that we wouldn't meet  for 5 months, but you didn't even come and find me.
Its hurt. I miss you.
This is what i feel and i would like to express here.
Because i know i do not have the chance to tell you all these..

TAKE CARE DADDY~ 
love you always.



your love,
daughter Juvina
 

如果一切只是演戏

要你好好看戏

心碎只是我自己

我想对你好 

你从来不知道

想你 想你 也能成为嗜好

无眠

今天月亮 怎麼那麼明亮
照著我，整晚都睡不著
連頭毛都沒休息
你可知道，我對你的思念
希望你有同樣的夢
我們兩人，一起回來那一天 互相依偎的情愛

在你的心上
是不是還有我的存在
永遠都在 等
有時候也會不甘願

想要一起 飛
去一個心中美麗 的地方
所有的一切
全都和你放在一起
希望你可以瞭解

我不管用多少時間 多少眼淚  多少失望 來 忍耐
我不管你何時會回來
其實我也不知道爲了什爲了 什麼傻傻等待
你是我唯一的 愛  ♥ 




- 苏打绿 -

LOVE ?

haha. a guy just confess to me. 
should i be happy?
same thing he told me.

"Im serious.
I really wish to take care of you and protect you.
You are the kind of girl that I like.
I really mean it."

Is this the 经典对白  for a guy to take a girl's heart?


Touch? Shock?
hahahaha. I have no idea.


What is love?
I experienced it before.
Its sweet but yet pain as well.
people keeps telling me how they love me. care for me.
as if it is real.
show me your love but not just say through words.


I really don't know what am i thinking..
perhaps you will know?

Something unhappy happened just now.
My mood will only get affected for one reason - family.

9th December 2009 is the day.
thought everything is going to end.
but tragedy happens again and again.
it never ends!

pain.
its really pain.
who can really understand my pain?
i have been hiding my emotion and keep it well.
love is everything for me.
love for family.
love for friends.
but for sure family is always the first.

for the past relationships,
im always serious.
once i involved in a relationship,
bf is a part of my family.
which i care, love.
he is the only shoulder for me, the only person i can depend on.
i give out my heart and i get hurt.

so why should i be so serious?
since i feel so insecure in love,
whats the best way for me to be loved by someone and not being hurt?
perhaps playing around?
enjoy the happiness even though it is short.
should it be like that.
hahahaha..

why troubles keep coming to me.
i need a breath.
i need a hug.
i need a kiss.
anything it will do to heal my broken heart.
i will not show my negative feelings anymore.
i have learned to accept everything it is. 
 
angry. sad.
if you can see through my eyes, u will feel it.

I just hope to be loved.

失败者，

是我
是我

是我做得还不够吗？
我每次都这么问我自己
 
我给的自由不够多吗？
我只希望你多点陪我不行吗？
拜一到拜五的时间都是和你朋友
拜六礼拜陪我有错吗？
 
朋友，午餐见了晚餐又见
你有没有为我想过？
什么是“难道我就没有陪你吃过饭吗？”
绝望了

难道陪我吃饭是不应该的
好的，我知道了

你说你需要自由
好的，我给你

到了最后
就是这样了
原来这就是你要的

我们之间的距离越来越远
你到底懂不懂？

两个月不到
原形毕露
是你变了
还是我根本不了解你

一直以来
我都是那个一发现有问题就立刻解决的人
可是你们有没有真真了解过？   
为什么总觉得我在无理取闹？
这段感情是这样
上一段也是这样

我很累了
难道我们就不能一起解决问题吗？
 
两个人在一起
不是一个人付出

说得容易
但做到了吗？
最讨厌那些只会说的人
当我需要人安慰时，
谁会在我身边？
是谁？

看透了
真是看透了爱情
 
不要对我说天长地久，甜言蜜语的屁话
在我字典里没有这些字
我并不是其他的女生
有本事就证明给我看
不要只是说
难道对我用心有那么困难吗？
我要的很简单。

或许我就是那么不值得被珍惜  被疼爱吧！


算了
说的太多 也没用了
  
沉默吧！

Because I'm A Girl ⋆

It's impossible to understand what's going through a guy's heart.

You told me that you wanted me and now that I've given you everything, you tell me that you're leaving..
You told me that it was the first time, you felt this way and said that I was special..
I believed you... and it was my happiness.

You should've told me that your feelings had faded,
I had no idea and I continued to depend on you..
Although I say I hate you now..
I'll be missing you...
Because I am a girl, to whom love is everything..

They say that when you give a guy all he wants, he quickly gets bored,
And now, I know that's the truth....
Although I tell myself, I'll never be tricked by love again.
But I fall in love and my heart is broken again..

You should've told me that your feelings had faded,
I had no idea and I continued to depend on you..
Although I say I hate you now..
I'll be missing you...


Please don't break the hearts of girls, who will do anything for love.
I didn't know that living this life while being loved would be so hard.
Although I say I hate you now..
I'll be missing you...
Because I am a girl, to whom love is really everything..

Although I say I hate you now..
I'll be missing you...
Because I am a girl, to whom love is everything..


" Today we broke up, you told me to meet someone who is better than you, and be happy.."
" You're just like all the other guys, what happened to you when you told me you loved me? "
" Honestly, I don't want you to be happy, what am I going to do if you really forget about me? "
" I'm in so much pain,more pain than i can bare.. because I'm still in love with you! "


Please don't break the hearts of girls, who will do anything for love.
I didn't know that living this life while being loved would be so hard.
Although I say I hate you now..
I'll be missing you...
Because I am a girl, to whom love is really everything..

BEFORE AFTER

Before

When...

 

 

After

Guess what before and after?  ^^