LOVE ?

haha. a guy just confess to me. 
should i be happy?
same thing he told me.

"Im serious.
I really wish to take care of you and protect you.
You are the kind of girl that I like.
I really mean it."

Is this the 经典对白  for a guy to take a girl's heart?


Touch? Shock?
hahahaha. I have no idea.


What is love?
I experienced it before.
Its sweet but yet pain as well.
people keeps telling me how they love me. care for me.
as if it is real.
show me your love but not just say through words.


I really don't know what am i thinking..
perhaps you will know?

Something unhappy happened just now.
My mood will only get affected for one reason - family.

9th December 2009 is the day.
thought everything is going to end.
but tragedy happens again and again.
it never ends!

pain.
its really pain.
who can really understand my pain?
i have been hiding my emotion and keep it well.
love is everything for me.
love for family.
love for friends.
but for sure family is always the first.

for the past relationships,
im always serious.
once i involved in a relationship,
bf is a part of my family.
which i care, love.
he is the only shoulder for me, the only person i can depend on.
i give out my heart and i get hurt.

so why should i be so serious?
since i feel so insecure in love,
whats the best way for me to be loved by someone and not being hurt?
perhaps playing around?
enjoy the happiness even though it is short.
should it be like that.
hahahaha..

why troubles keep coming to me.
i need a breath.
i need a hug.
i need a kiss.
anything it will do to heal my broken heart.
i will not show my negative feelings anymore.
i have learned to accept everything it is. 
 
angry. sad.
if you can see through my eyes, u will feel it.

I just hope to be loved.